Book of Life

This is a summary of my experiences in life. I was always unhappy and searching for answers. Now everything is clear and i am very happy. Living blissful, as long i am aware of living in the moment and rememering what i have realised, and as long i am practicing to actually do it and life by these ideas and live a good and high concious life. I will extend and shorten it or even rewrite it to make it more simple and clear, and more detailed and easy to understand as this is the key to understand your mind - body - soul, the real key to happiness.

The most important thing is that there is LIFE. Without LIFE there would be no consciousness and there would only be dead rocks circling around in the universe. But no! There is life, because there is consciousness. Its quite difficult to describe how it all started, but actually thats not so important. Its even not important if it was created by god or if it all happened by accident, because the result is the same. actually both is true at the same time. there was a source and a process. or maybe as so many things in the universe everything is going on in an eternal cycle, so the universe will be created and destroyed all the time. also when space is removed then there is no concept of time any more. so time only makes sense when there is movement. but it appears that there is movement. ...

so life began on earth (or other planets etc. ) sometime ago and souls exist. souls are centers of consciousness, individuals which can reflect about themselves and have the feeling to be a-life. to "exists".

this live now can incarnate into "bodies" which are like vehicles to interact with the world. so that ideas can manifest and become reality. there are many levels of consciousness, energy and elements. the indians have 8 levels of elements from dense to fine. earth, water, fire, air, space, mind, intelligence, ego => soul.

earth is not moving, completely stable and gets more fluid, light open all the way up. the ego or personality is still material and the connection to the material world. the soul which means the individual (eternal) is beyond this and cannot be destroyed. its not in the material world anymore and just "touches" the ego. the soul is just watching and giving impulses with ideas and wishes and desires. which is also kind of an closed loop. because the body gives feedback to the person, which then creates by watching desires, and this desires lead again to action. etc. forever. this is also what east traditions call samsara, the wheel of birth and death.

so life exists. and then it comes the need to survive. and actually that is the source of 99% that is. everything is just to survive and to develop. there are many cycles which always change the environment. which is the reason, that we constantly need to adopt to the changes, in order to survive. basically everybody looks for food (energy) to sustain the body as a means to interact with the world. the body looses energy by moving (bodily or even by moving thoughts) so one needs to move to find new food and to recharge the energy to move again. by looking for food one needs also energy, etc. so this is also a never ending loop. (until one runs out of energy, which is commonly known as death).

Then there are other needs, because we need a stable environment and protection, against weather and enemies, which are also trying to survive and eating the other one (animals) also can recharge your energy in a very primitive way. but even by eating plants one is assimilating other living entities. but thats the rule of the game of life on earth. But basically this energy completely comes from the sun, or maybe minimally from heat of the earth core. that is the main reason all religions worship the sun in one or the other form. also the "elements" are worshiped in different forms. like rain, etc. because you need this elements so food can grow. in desert its very difficult to live for example. also you need to be strong, intelligent and rich, which are all features of gods, in very colorful and direct forms in hindu gods which represent one or the other feature, which is good for you if you want to survive.

you basically have the 4 needs: eating, sleeping, defending and reproduction. eating to get new energy. sleeping to repair your mind and body. defending to protect yourself , get not damaged. and reproduction, because another rule in the game of life is, that your time is limited and the body will fall apart, because the repair-process is not perfect. also your chances to defend against new circumstances are easier better when young, and there always is the chance to get eaten by others.

this is the reason everybody wants to meet an partner and have sex and reproduce, because our program in the DNA is optimized to "extend" the live. by moving DNA to the next generation the life is kept eternal. partly the myth of afterlife and eternal life in paradise etc. is based on giving life to your children in the next generation. but also the soul is eternal and moves from body to body, as it is very difficult to explain genius and the differences in twins. but it also works if you don't believe in the concept of soul and just see that life is continued from generation to generation.

this wish to reproduce is so strong, that the whole world and society is based on this. also a big part is eating and recreation.

all the industries and work and culture are just some specialization to optimize this 4 basic needs. because if you use intelligence and tools many things work better. also you need memory to know that each year there is winter and you need to save energy and have protection not to die. without it, its much harder to adopt to the environment. this is the reason that consciousness and intelligence is developing all the time. and sometimes is not developing much, because the survival is quite secure.

then when survival is solved, the existing intelligent and brain possibilities are used to "play" and thing about ideas and dreams. but this also are just an optimization to keep the survival in the future. a dream is 100 times faster than doing the same thing. there is virtually no limitation to dreams, only your own experiences are limiting you as you need to imagine the things in the dream, which is like a simulation of your future, or a simulation of your past to look for good solutions in the future, which help you to survive better in the future. if you have a good fantasy and can dream then your chances to survive are better as you have more possible solutions for a problem. which is just an expression that your survival is challenged.

a problem is basically when your balance of body-mind-soul is not in harmony any more, then your chances to survive get smaller. so you get feedback from your body on different levels in form of pain, so that you should move into another direction where your body-mind-soul is again in balance and your chances to survive are optimal.

one difficulty is, that 99% percent of people don't know this facts and the mind is disturbed, one is constantly falling out of this balance of body-mind-soul, which means body must be healthy (has all food it needs and sleep etc to repair the broken parts, and mind should be balanced and controlled by the intelligence, so that it is only a tool which helps you to survive and does not create bad simulations for the future because its also ill. if the mind is not working properly then it also causes problems. also the soul, which is mostly connected to feelings which are more for the holistic view of the whole being. if the big-picture is not working then we also feel not happy.

happiness and bliss is "just" a feedback, that you are doing good in the moment, or that the future is good (your chances to survive are good). if your future is in danger, means your existence then you are not happy any more. but actually your mind and its simulation of the future give you feedback if you survive or not. so even if you have nearly no food and live a very simple live but only have the hope that somebody or something will provide you with your needs. basically food and protection, you already can be very happy. there is no money involved in this equation ! the funny thing is that the feedback comes from your emotions and your mind, so you can control yourself if you are happy or not. mind is the rational intelligence and emotions are the heart or holistic intelligence. if you "accept" your circumstances then also your simulation will give a result of happiness, as in your "definition" survival is met. if your mind is fixed on money then the feedback is distorted and you become unhappy, as your simulation is telling you that you will not survive and die if you don't have enough money, but thats not the truth, and this "illusion" e.g.. incorrect view is what indians call "Maya" (That which not is (true))

but 99% percent of people in civilization are now blinded by the concept of money, and therefore are in a constant state of fear and if you are in fear the higher levels of intelligence are not used, because our body uses the older and quicker "mammal"-brain so it can defend itself from dangers. if you first write a concept and think about it your enemy has eaten you already. but in our society where survival is easily met by our culture and the modern technology of transportation and agri-culture, there is no fear needed. we virtually dont have enemies. our only enemies are other countries, which try to take away land and money, but only with the reason to improve their survival. and some people with sick mind (they are ill in a literal meaning) are not in balance of body-mind-soul and therefore try to use fight as a way to get their needs solved.

this is only true, when resources are limited. which in one sense is true, as the energy which comes from the sun (our only energy-source) is constant. and the space on earth is limited. on the other hand, energy could be created by nuclear reaction which makes it nearly unlimited, and space is also available up and down, but very difficult. but when the number of living entities are limited to a good medium number. maybe 20 Billion for Earth then everything is easy. And the number can be controlled by us, by the number of children. If the mind is healthy then this automatically works, as industrial countries have much less children than poor countries like in africa or india. but actually by this ill thinking of limited resources the problems are created. peace and paradise is very easy if the mind is healed, and everybody just takes what he needs. And the true needs is a bowl of food and water, and some protection for sleeping and other activities. then there is enough for many. but if fear is in your mind, then you want to have more than you need, because you don't trust your future, which is causing all the trouble and "pain" on earth.

thats the reason, why all spiritual paths stress so much on the control of your mind and senses, because with good intelligence and opened consciousness. when you use your intelligence instead of fear (instinct) then all problems are solved automatically by self organization. if you can see the big picture, and you are aware of the results of your actions, then you automatically react and act in a good way. then people call you holy, because your body-mind-soul are one "whole". also in german you have "heil" and "heilig" which means "healed" and "holy", which are basically the same, but most people are too stupid to see that it's the same, because if you keep this illusion in the minds, then the other can be controlled.

also the name of "god" is actually a abstract absolute form of the word "good". it's just an example, a template which shows you the "correct" way to act. but not as a person or individual itself. you can worship god if you want, so that you can learn from the "perfect" way and imitate it and become god yourself (which is not possible, as the definition is abstract and absolute and humans always do some errors). This is also a big discussion, as in vishnu -philosophy everybody worships god as an external entity and sees it as a "real person" and forgets that this is only a conceptual model. the other are the "mayavadis" which try to become god themselves, which is actually relatively close to reality, but its per definition not possible to reach it. so its a never ending journey to uplifting. if you realize this then you can be happy and in perfect bliss everywhere and anytime, because even if you try to reach the goal you are there already. because if you live then you already managed to survive and you are "god" or "good" already. you only need to worry about the future, which is more successful, when you go the path of "good" which improves your chances to survive. The Devil and Bad on the other Side are also just concepts, which are an abstract form of what not to do. Again most people make it into a real "person" and cause all the trouble as they don't understand that is only a concept to illustrate the situation. on the other hand if one does not have the intelligence to understand this facts, then it might help to put it into stories of krishna and jesus, so people slowly can start to understand it. I think also the ZEN quote if you find buddha then kill him, comes from this, as if you have understood the absolute truth, then you don't need the "story" any more. Its like if you travel with a train, you need to exit the train at your destination. it does not make sense to stay in the train forever, when you are at your destination, and you had a goal to be there and do something. the journey was only a part. also most people don't understand this fact and cause so much trouble with big errors in the philosophy and make fanatic dogmas out of these errors.

Philosophy and religion is only the path, the journey to give you the information and experience to act good. so your survival can be optimized. on a higher level your survival is optimized by using higher intelligence. and religion and philosophy is the "program" which teaches you how to do it. your new future-simulations are optimized with this programs. your higher brain "reads" the ideas and thoughts = programs from other people. so the ideas for better survival are transmitted by writing and reading. or by storytelling or by movies. that is actually the reason we like stories so much, because its a perfect way to transfer ideas and future-simulations and past experiences which can be used as a resource for better simulations. Its more efficient to transfer the already working ideas "like debugged software" to other humans, and living beings. For babies, which are not so evolved yet and cannot understand everything by reading and listening, the process of "learning" works by imitation. actually the concept of "learning" is just a way to collect solutions for future situations and problems. if you collect many things by learning your intelligence rises as you have more memories of possible solutions and more intelligence to combine and use this ideas.

Love and Hate is also a big part of the human life, as it is the strongest "feeling", which means feedback of your highest intelligence your "heart-brain" which hast the intuitive holistic view of the situation. instead of analyzing each fact on its on sequentially, the heart-intelligence mixes all facts at the same time and does parallel processing, the result may be not so clear and sharp, but the head-brain can use this information in form of feelings and then use the intelligence to make the right decision. here also the balance of mind (=head) and soul(=heart) is best, as both are needed to get the full picture and a clear picture. Love is a way to give us a strong feedback, that the future will be good, and we are on the right path. If we love somebody body-mind-system is in balance and all the "needs" will be fulfilled in the future or even now. if we loose somebody then we feel pain or depression, because the chances for a good survival are destroyed, and much energy needs to be used again to get perfect conditions for future again. most of the time this feedback is more destroying. than helping in our modern society, especially, when body-mind-soul are out of balance and also connections to society like family are not perfect. the main reason of depression which is also unknown to most people is, that the use of depression is to isolate the individual from the external world and new inputs and distractions, so that one can totally focus on the problem and view it from all possible perspectives and find a solution. This energy less ness which comes with depression is just a way of your body to stop you from moving around and calm down to focus your mind. as meditation works best if nothing is moving, as senses are always receiving more input, which needs to be processed, which will use energy. this is all removed and all energy is used solely to solve the problem. so you could say that depressed people are perfect meditators as they are really focused with their problem. but in our society most people don't understand depression and so the intention of the body to solve the problem are interrupted. in a always-happy society its a problem to be not happy, so the process of problem-solving is delayed and the depression takes much longer. in a "normal" balanced society depression would be solved much faster also in a balanced society the problems are not so hard, so depression is not necessary. on the other hand hate is a feedback feeling to show you what you should not do, and do the opposite , means do what you love. also here our "modern" society distorts this feature and the brain does not work correctly. The Effect that you hate a previous lover, when you brake up, is maybe only a way to optimize your usage of energy, as you cannot reach your goal of creating a new generation to continue your life-force and DNA, therefore your intelligence is moving you in the opposite direction, and you can find better new possibilities. because putting energy in the "lost" love is just totally waste and if there is not a little hope and realistic chance, then it just steals your energy which you could invest in a new "relationship" or finding a new partner to reproduce and continue the life. Again most people don't understand this and get mad because of this feedback and emotions.

basically emotions als "higher intelligence" with the holistic view, take control over the "rational mind" which is only "medium intelligence". because the higher intelligence is "better" it needs to silence the rational mind which only has a limited view, and "tell" the mind the "solution".

In relationships these emotions are very strong, because the effects of decisions are much more important than the need of finding food. but also hunger can be quite strong if one runs out of energy.

on the other hand one can train his mind to some extend to "overwrite" the emotional input, as this information is quite fuzzy and not giving exact an clear instructions. its more like "continue" the correct path or change your direction, compared to the rational information of you find your destination at Longitude 48,7 and Latitude 18,2. Here we can see again that its important to have a balance of body-mind-soul, to make the best decisions. body is needed as vehicle and has the automatic "reactions" and reflexes by instinct. which is needed to protect the body very fast in danger situations. the mind is used as a tool to make precise decisions. and the soul/heart is used to make the longterm intelligent decisions which combine all facts into a big picture.

Friendship with friends and colleagues (compared to the partner which will help to create the next generation) are also important to help in the fields of protection and survival. by sharing ideas (programs) one can solve problems (future of survival) more easily. in a team one is more efficient and has more power and possibilities than alone, which leads to building of groups to "fight" against problems in nature or other groups if resources are limited. on low consciousness its more on the fight, fear and defend level. on the higher consciousness its more on group building to manage higher goals which cannot be achieve alone, also every individual has different talents and wishes and needs so sharing work in a bigger society makes life easier for everybody. and easier means the energy is used more efficient. on the highest level of consciousness people improve the heart-intelligence as this is the highest intelligence, here also team building itself is an effect of the highest intelligence to help each other which in summary is more efficient, than when everybody tries to live alone. this is meant by the term ego-istic which is not "energy-efficient". the most efficient way is sharing resources, because some resources are not used all the time and can be used by others without wasting energy. one example is public transportation where many people use the same seat but just separated by time. it would need much more trains (or cars) if everybody drives on its own and parks the car 95% of the time.

if a human or individual or a soul is on a low consciousness, means using the lower levels of intelligence, or the lower parts of the brain, then its not running efficient. so the basic goal is to improve intelligence and consciousness to make the whole world better. then every body and every soul benefits most, as the resources and energy are use most efficient. and survive is basically all about the use of energy and resources, which means if its used efficient live and survival gets easier and therefore the future simulation of more people become better, and in common terms "people are more happy" and everybody has "paradise on earth".

With all this logic and facts, i now can also understand your complete Book, which you have on your "www.musicmind.com" website. Everything is clear now. also your connection to the holograms, because the heart as a holistic intelligence is working als a hologram. also memories are a holistic store of intelligence, and thus holograms are a "metaphor" how memory works. again here the hologram is a template and model to understand it. memory and conciseness is not stored on a photographic paper like light is stored, but the concept is illustrated good enough, so one can understand it. and use it as a "program" to solve the riddle to understand how heart-intelligence and memory or the mind works.

actually "mind-only" is only limited. but as i also learned in my time in an so-called indian temple was a path and way to collect enough ideas (pieces of program-code) to solve some parts of the program.

i think the perfection, the absolute good or "god" in common language can only be achieved, when body-mind-soul are in balance.

this is also explains my strong attraction to yoga and Ayurveda, as these are solutions and techniques (programs) to bring body mind and soul into balance.

i think also my profession as a programmer is not by chance (randomly), as it now helped me to solve this "riddle of life". to solve the unsolvable riddle of what is the meaning of live (=survival and living in the moment) and what is god (=the absolute concept of good-ness). actually we constantly program our mind over and over again with reading, writing and dreaming. writing computer software is also like dreaming as one is creating new programs to solve problems. and sometime its only copy and paste of other code which already exits. like learning by reading a book, where ideas of other persons are already existing. but in both cases one needs to find this book/software/story, and also the operating system or lower level programs must be developed good enough already so the program can be run. like one needs a c-compiler to run this program, which itself runs as assembly and machine-code in the processor. if the fundaments are not available. one can not run/understand/ interpret this software/program/idea. this also means that higher developed software/consciousness can understand(=compiler/interpreter) and use(=run) this programs.

one conclusion is that everybody should put all his energy into raising its own intelligence and consciousness. consciousness is also the awareness and reflection about oneself. if you know yourself and your problems/needs then you can "call/run" the correct program to solve the current problem.

this also means that its best to be fully focused and aware of the present moment, as this gives you the perfect input to analyze the situation and your problems and improves your chances to survive, and on a higher level your chances to be happy.

Love is also in this equation of happiness, as everybody wants to extend his live, or the DNA = Basic Program and BIOS-Operating-System has this "built-in". thus your quote "happiness is built-in to every human being".

all this writings are very logic and smashing all the myth of religion and gods. also emotions are explained and it appears heart-less. but this way everything can be explained very easily and all the illusions (which are the sickness of the mind) can be destroyed. when the mind is in peace and controlled by the intelligence and higher levels of awareness, then also the soul is happy.

the result then is also that love is the most important, as love is your pointer to happiness.

Love and Light, Daniel